word of the day. you know maybe its time for some more change. maybe instead of doing things for myself to pleasure my own hobbies, i’ll just shed all of my own current projects and just really end up rouge. say bye to sadie, say bye to basketball, and just really live my life as relaxing as possible. sometimes you just gotta let fate really take reality and not think that you can fight everything, because reality is, you can’t. *UPDATEOFMYSELF as of now both of my ankles are about bone to bone. it’s almost getting impossible to walk or run without pain. as for my head (after smashing a windshield with it.) it’s getting better. it’s still a bit sore and i still get spins here and there. they call it post concussion syndrome. MINDYOU i didn’t get cut or bruised up or nothing. got chin-checked from the steering wheel though. still hurts to swallow food..anyway sadie is getting fixed up as we speak…her legs are gettin repaired. i’m gonna have alot more media for her unveiling. so probably after all of that is done, i’ll be able to say bye. lol we’ll see though. that’s my baby. shit. you try getting rid of something you claim as your pride and joy. haha if you can relate to that you’ll all know that’s where i’m coming from.
maybe instead of doing things for my self to acknowledge my hobbies, i’ll fix other peoples cars, help them make their cars look clean.(if it’s anything i love seeing out on the road, it’s a cleaaaaaaaaaNNN ass car.) coach basketball again, except take it a bit more seriously. maybe start-up the long-awaited studio….lol got a lot of personal goals. but i don’t know whether i wanna sacrifice my old ones yet…
yeahh..starting to kinda miss you hope all is well.
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